You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
EXAMS IN 9 DAYS!!! WAKE UP AND STOP PARTYING!!! On repeat mode. Computing quiz was crap, I didnt even study for it. But got the answer from my friend anyway. He knows how to do it, saves it in his thumbdrive, and pass it around. Hopefully this quiz could save me. Just found out the 2 computing quizes weighs 30% (thats freaking a lot.) You could see that I kinda already give up on this module. My friend suggested not even sitting for the exam cos it'll be much better that they mark you as absent and not grade it, than you go for it and fail. Which totally pulls the gpa down. However, I still have to take it and pass it eventually. COS IT IS A CORE SUBJECT :/ One semester - 13 weeks, pass so quickly. Everything thats taught in 2 years in JC is covered in 12 weeks here.Thats how fast the pace is, and its crazy. So imagine how much effort you've to put in if you've never taken that subject before! Its crazy. crazy. crazy. I think I'm losing myself. I find it so hard to be happy in uni. I thought it's be the best time in my life, as many said? In a span of 2 hours, I had a bowl of ban mian and a macdonalds meal. Then a proper chinese meal just minutes ago. I tend to binge on food when I'm not in good mood or stress I guess. I feel hungry more easily. She makes me feel so protected, like a boyfriend will do. | 
